Saturday, December 30, 2006: new things learnt
first time using beta blogger, feels different but there's nothing really different about it. how weird.
anyway, incandescent was last night. in a sense, i wonder if i actually was any good; incadescent is meant to be camp followup, but i didnt follow up on any of my group members, it didnt even occur to me until i started blogging. (how queer right? perhaps blogging makes me reflect more on things that have passed. thats why i like to blog) i guess i was hanging around too much of the people in my crowd. mm, oh sigh. we learn new things everyday.
today's another one of those days with nothing to do. but its good in a sense that i need the rest, cos tomorrow is going to be a pretty long day. from church at 8.30am to games and then watchnight and going out after watchnight, which will end at goodness knows what time. its going to be a whole day at church i tell you! it is also bad however, cos i'm bumming around and i dont like bumming around.
ooh, that sounds exactly what my mom will say. you know what, i think i'm turning into my mom. she's obsessive about keeping places clean, and she's always keeping herself busy. in a sense i dont think thats bad, but i want time to chill. i want time to relax and do my qt, i want to be lazy (in a good way), i want to search for God in the peace and quiet. sometimes i think being to busy gives me no time for God. and perhaps all these nothing to do days are somehow God planned, and i do thank God for every opportunity of rest that He has given me. (:
some how uni next year seems kind of scary, although i'm sure it'll be pretty fun and exciting because of what God has in store for me. uni, is a place that i never imagined myself to be at now, at my age. somehow it seems too fast since everyone's not at uni yet. its scary and daunting, because i dont know anyone taking the same preference. (but, thank God i have God, because i know He will provide, like He did this year.) its scary and daunting because uni is just... uni, you know! its so different from school. lectures, tutes, projects, assignments, exams, modules, majors.. all these big words! overwhelming sometimes, but i guess we all learn right? some how i know that i take comfort knowing that God will provide, but i worry about it. perhaps the best thing to do is to pray.
anyway, i'm feeling flabby today. again. i've been feeling flabby the WHOLE WEEK. i think this is a fat phase again. not that i'm going to do anything about it. i think the most i'd probably do is whine about it. so people beware of what is to come. LOL! you'll hear about fats the whole week. hahahah, i think i'm such a lazy pig when it comes to exercise! i hate getting sweaty. so swim, i hear you say. naw, how ley chey, need to change into my bathers, then pin and tie up my hair, get down to the pool and swim a few laps, then i need to bathe after that before all the chlorine seeps into my hair, and makes it resemble hay even more, PLUS its been raining these past few days, i dont want to get sick. you get the idea. hahaha. i think i shall just stay in and read my book (: eye exercise man, does wonders.
so one more month till i leave man, or rather, less than that, after tomorrow, i have 23 days! i have no idea what im going to do actually. maybe bum around, but thats not exactly a very good use of my time is it? and everyone's in school, so... i cant exactly go out. perhaps i'll go volunteer at melrose, i love the kids there. (: especially this girl called liting which i happened to meet during caroling. and i did promise to go back. and since i love kids anyway, maybe, maybe. we'll see how.
a shout of praise.
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